21 March 2008, Good Friday
John 18:1-27 (Peter's Denial)
Impetuous, enthusiastic Peter!
I find him so easy to identify with.
He makes me think of the little boy in a classroom who raises his hand and waves his arm--then blurts out the answer without waiting to be called on.
Sometimes Peter got it just right.
When Jesus asked, "Who do you say I am?", Peter quickly replied "You are the Christ, the anointed one of God."
But other times he got it remarkably wrong.
Shortly after the earlier declaration, when Jesus told his friends they must head for Jerusalem where he would be put to death, Peter spoke sharply to Jesus saying, "No, this must never happen." This drew the even sharper rebuke from Jesus, "Get behind me, Satan"--In other words, do not tempt me to avoid my destiny.
Now they are in Jerusalem--gathered for the Passover Festival.
Peter has already resisted having his feet washed by Jesus, only to reverse himself and ask for a total bath.
When Jesus talked of leaving them, Peter declared he would follow Jesus and lay down his life for him. (Perhaps this is what prompted him to carry a sword when they went out to the garden)
Jesus replied that Peter would deny him three times before the cock's crowing signaled morning.
First Peter drew his sword and impulsively cut off the ear of one of those coming to arrest Jesus. This, of course, drew another rebuke from Jesus.
Peter persisted in following--but when he saw how Jesus was treated he probably became increasingly fearful and confused. Perhaps when Peter said, "I do not know this man", he partially meant, "I do not know what is going on here."
But with his third denial, he heard the cock crow. What devastation Peter must have felt. For all his earlier bravado, he had failed. The other gospels tell us that Peter wept bitterly--which is probably a relatively mild description for how he felt.
As I identify with Peter in his impulsive moments, I can also identify with Peter in this moment of abject failure. How many times I have made promises to God to do something or not to do something, and failed completely to keep the promise. It is probably a recurring theme in most of our lives. The difference for me is that I already know--as Paul Harvey used to say on the radio--"...The Rest of the Story." I know that Jesus loved Peter as he was--in all of his impulsiveness and imperfection. And I know that he loves me as I am. Jesus rose and redeemed all of creation--including Peter and me and each of you.
When I visited the Holy Land in 1998 one of the places I especially liked was a piece of the gravelly shore on the Sea of Galilee commemorating the post-ressurection appearance of Jesus to Peter as he was out in his fishing boat--perhaps trying to forget all that had just seemed to go wrong in his life. I wrote a poem that I will share with you in closing.
Tired
Frustrated
On the lake all night
With nary a bite.
The man on shore cried
“Try it my way”
And blessing piled upon blessing.
Impulsive Peter
Naked as Adam
Rushed to his Lord.
Peter, do you love me? Yes
(and the cock crew)
Peter, do you love me? Yes
(and the cock crew)
Peter, do you love me? Of course!
(and the cock crew, Feed my sheep!)
The broken Peter was put right.
Lou R.